slyvia115

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

I'm sorry
That I let you speak when you wanted, when I had so much that I wanted to say.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this
way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things

This goes out to all the girls I have seen throw away someone really worth it. I'm lucky I met a girl who isn't like this, and all my friends who are girls aren't like this either. Frankly my girlfriend should probably be saying this to me, but hey, she puts up with me still and I love her to death. God Bless the few girls out there like this.

I have just received the WORST news that I could EVER get! My mom came yesterday to my school, woke me up at 7 am and told me that my grandpa had passed away!!! I broke down crying right there in the doorway! My roommate didn't know what to think. But I have been crying ALL day yesterday! This has hit me so hard because my grandpa lived right next door to me and I practically grew up with him always in my life! He has become a HUGE influence in my life and it is hard to go home and NOT have him be there!

I had an idea that this was coming because his health has been declining, slowly but surely. Even though I knew it I still wanted him to see me with a boyfriend or at least to see him smile when my older cousin is walking down the isle! I am so sad! T-T

I don't know how to handle this! I am going to be drawing something in honor of him because he IS one of my hero's! I will always love him and miss him! At least I know he no longer suffering and with that knowledge I think I will be able to sleep. I just need time to heal I guess......and friends

I have not been feeling to hot. I have been arguing with my friends and there is a lot of drama. I can't think of what to draw and I know that I haven't drawn ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If anyone has any ideas for me to draw I would gladly take that challenge!

Also does anyone know what the tablet is? I hear a lot of people talking about them and if someone could send me a link to what it is and how to use it I would greatly appreciate it!

Sorry to throw my problems on everyone......